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Name: Larae
Location: Sicily, Italy
Gender: Female


Interests: I'm trying to get my life back together I'm looking for my own identity I'm missing my other half I'm praying I find it again one day I'm crawling back to where I started and asking Jesus to help me this time around...
Expertise: 1 step forward 3 steps back
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 6/25/2004

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Monday, November 22, 2004

My new site....yes another one

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Saturday, November 20, 2004

Currently Playing
The Bridge
By Letter Kills
Hold My Heart (Part 1)
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I haven't actually upadated UPDATED in a while so I guess I will now

My life has changed durastically is last 4 months. Almost nothing is the same as it was before, but I am learning to embrace the change and make the best of it. Life handed me lemons for days, but I must say I make some dang good lemonade.  I got back into REFUGE at my church. I have been helping pastor eric out with a lot of behind the scences work, but I love it. The youth group is so young compared to before...I'm actually one of the oldest ones. I am so used to being the baby of the group, but all those people have gone on into other ministry, such as master's commision. There are a few of us left, but it's mostly new tweenagers. It's really awesome getting to know the kids though, they make me life. I was only 15 2 years ago, but they make me feel like it was FOREVER ago! It's nice to be back in a ministry though, I love it! Hopefully, God willing, I will be helping Calvin out with the worship team soon. I got my lisence finally and 4 months later I am back to asking for rides...at least until my car is fixed.  I got a job as a sales associate at Tilly's, and it was fun, but a lil while later Hot Topic called me and hired me and that store happened to be my first choice, lucky me!  So basically I said peace out to Tilly's and now I am employed by Hot Topic and my incredibly gorgeous manager. *SIGH*  (Sidenote: my mom is watching The Wizard of Oz right now and I never realized what a frightening movie that is. Note to self: my kids aren't going to be allowed to watch it.) Okay back to my update. Everyone has moved out of my house so it is just me and the parentals...and as most of you know...yah that's weird. Hopefully I won't go crazy with the 2 of them because I don't have Derek, Sara, Nataly, Tammie, and all my other parent's kids here to make fun of them with me. I have the fattest chihuahua in the world. Yes folks, CoCo is officailly a fatass weighing in a 10 lbs....that doesn't seem big until the remember she wasn't supposed to weigh anymore than 5 lbs at full grown. Of course my father feeds her racks of pork ribs and my mom finishes her off with cheesecake. They are seanile I swear. My brother stayed here this summer. That was great. I miss him a lot. It was the first time we lived together in like 5 years! It was so much fun and I got a lot from it. I miss my sister Sara like tons. I love you Sara and Derek. I can't wait to see you guys again. I have been on break from cosmetology school because I am in the middle of a transfer. Instead of going back to school though...there is a loop hole I discovered. I can train in a private salon the same amount of hours and go take state board from there. You have to have salon ower approval to train you though and I happen to know a lady at my church who offered to train me! Woo! Lucky me again.  I am enrolling at El Camino College in a couple months for spring session. I am just going to take classes for fun...like Italian or photography...just to keep my brain a lil more stimulated while I'm going through cosmo training and working. Ummm, I'm sure I'm leaving something out, but I'm tired now. So till then, keep smilin' and takecare of yourselves friends!

 

** ~ Makeithappen ~ **

 

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Thursday, November 11, 2004

Currently Playing
Give Up
By Postal Service
Sleeping In
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I got in a car accident last night.

It wasn't my fault and my car is totaled.

This is the first thing i thought mentionable since july, but hope all is well with anyone who reads this. Takecare.

Jessi


Thursday, July 22, 2004

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Trapt
By Trapt
Stories
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I hope for your sake promises really are meant to be broken...


Tuesday, July 13, 2004

* Don' t Confess *

Nobody sees you when you are lying in your bed

And I want to crawl in with you, but I cry instead

I want your warmth, but it will only make me colder when it's over

So I can't tonight baby. No not baby anymore. If I need you I'll just

Use your simple name. Lonely kisses on the cheek from my wall

And in a little while we'll only have to wait. My hand won't hold

YOu down no more. The path is clear to follow through..

*LOve Ridden*

I'll i did was be there for you. Where are you now that I need you more than anything?



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